The unfortunate side effect is that family walks are on hold all week. (My working at night hasn't helped, either, though.) Bard's momentum has ground to a halt and I feel his inertia affecting us both. I need rainy days activities for him. I'm happy to do an exercise DVD (even on nice days) but him, not so much.
I worry that I'm pushing too much on him. He has these goals but doesn't seem too enthusiastic. I feel like he's afraid of failure. It's hard to draw him into that conversation.
|My two favorite people|
But I want to help Bard with change that he wants. Something about this time feels different to me. Like I'm finally ready. If I follow my plan, I'll be to my goal weight by the time Lala is two. But I don't know if Bard is ready.
Grah! I'm probably thinking too much.